12/18/08

Rebirth

There are times..and there are people..there are people who stay,even when times washes away.
Of what I know,I don't lie in this category. I've always been the most ugly,most rude,most obnoxious,and most ruthless (and many more in the list..) The list is never ending. But there are things and people which change you..there are people who come into your life,make you realize how much of a wiccan you've been,and then they erode away. There are the most beautiful times, and there are the worst of times. I experienced them both. But each beautiful day till now, was hidden by the black cloth of malice that I had tied around my eyes since so long. But someone stepped into this life of mines,and has secretly taken out that cloth off. He's introduced me to the light which fills the universe..and also brought home the fact that life isn't about cussing,and acting as if you "care a damn". And trust me, "not caring" is never the remedy. So I thought, but now I don't. There is a different part to me now. He came into my life right today. The touch of his hands, caressing my hair,and whispering deep into my ears,has left loud echos all over. I really never knew how unkind I was to my life (and specially the people in it) But today..His mysterious entry has changed it all. He's taken off the cloth which has been put on me since so long, by no people, but by insensitivity and ruthlessness which has been prevailing deep within my soul since so long, tying me back from all the chords which have kept me back from the zenith.. The height till which I can soar..the beauty of the people who I received as "friends"..and the wickedness of me towards life. There has been a change today. And He is who caused it.
You know the He?

God.


Its a new birth for me today.

12/9/08

Cessation

Along with a flight of wicked laughter
Stepped,in a state of utter pride
With an ugly bash of cruelty
The same old destroyer
A knife in one hand
He slit the soul
Immune she lay
Decoding
Life

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Full stops to so many lives are put at these days.. A suicide or a murder..when people leave you,it may hurt forever.

This nonnet is just an attempt of explaining the despair of a girl whose been raped of her happiness,and has been left to understand the complications of life,and continue living even if she has to die for understanding the complications.. SO IS LIFE!





12/5/08

Life..as we know it!


Sometimes its so easy to bitch about life,and easily keep questioning it on one thing after the other..the more you analyze and over analyze,the more confused and depressed you may grow up to..
Life can be so easy..life can be sucha hell lot of fun.

Thats just a recent realization after I discovered the truth in the words below,during a recent convo with a friend-->

The more you try to conquer life, the stronger it strikes back at you. Sometimes you just fall and sometimes you need to fall to let you know who you really are.."

How easy can it be to question the giver on why he did this,or why he did that..and to think of the fact that we can go on abusing everyone except ourselves over something which is wrong..
Ponder over this thought..and trust me,you'll see the concept within it..



UPDATED-
A VERY VERY VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO--
Vinz aka Vinu aka Vinayak-->ScRiBbLeSzZ
Shravan-->Rants of a survivor
Siddharth aka Riversoul--> Silent Recollections